The Rhythmic Dimension

还隐隐作痛

2007-01-10T08:53:00.000-08:00

要伤心多久我才能看透
离开你多久手才会放松
是否我在你的心里还有一点痛
爱情随风心彻底放纵让自己疯
还隐隐作痛还记得你笑容
这回忆多么沉重宁愿没有过
还隐隐作痛还看见你放手
这回忆多麽美丽刺痛我心头
我心头

刚刚有个朋友提起动力火车的歌。曾经是多么喜欢他们的歌，每首歌就好像在心中都有段mtv，因为总是在不开心得时候，听听他们的歌，陷入多愁伤感。读书时代，更是流行。回想起身边的近朋友，也是喜欢哼，你哼我跟着唱，那个时光也都过去了。
隐隐做痛这首歌，好多回忆。以前不开心的时候，坐在唱机旁，若开着他们的歌，也一定会反复听这首歌。有个朋友，那时候，发生了些事情，听到这首歌，还会流眼泪。动力火车的歌词的每一句都很真实，虽然有的是无奈的，执迷不悟的，伤感的，潇洒的，奋不顾身的，但却总是在没人听你说的时候，陪你，让你康复。

Tonight I Wanna Cry

2006-09-05T09:15:00.000-07:00

Alone in this house again tonight. I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine. There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me the way that it was and could have been surrounds me. I'll never get over you walkin' away. Well I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show. And I thought that being strong meant never losing your self-control. But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain to hell with my pride. Let it fall like rain, from my eyes. Tonight I wanna cry. Would it help if i turned the sad song on. "All by Myself" would sure hit me hard, now that you're gone. Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters. It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better. But I'll never get over you by hiding this way. Cause I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show. And I thought that being strong meant never losing your self-control. But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain. To hell with my pride. Let it fall like rain, from my eyes. Tonight I wanna cry. Well I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show. And I thought that being strong meant never losing your self-control. But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain. To hell with this pride. Let it fall like rain, from my eyes. Tonight I wanna cry.

- Keith Urban

Sometimes, when you feel so alone, when there's no place to hide, you rather choose to sitting there, watching the time goes by. Sometimes, when you feel so low, nothing catches your attention, that you seem to be lost focus. Melancholy, it is, but you let it takes over you. You're left with a blank mind, but it feels ok, you know it's illusion that you're feeling good. You tried to speak out, but words are no longer words, just air that can't be heard, that reaches nobody. You feel no expression, but you don't know why. You try to smile but you know it isn't right when your heart does not. You're losing your self-control as you're letting it be. You're letting it be as you're letting your feeling flows. "Tonight I Wanna Cry" soothes you down, as deepest down, you feel the same way. You turn off the light, Moody, it is, what you're bringing to your sleep. Never mind, you said, cause you know, it is the end of the day.

Quiet Nights

2006-05-20T02:01:00.000-07:00

Quiet nights of quiet stars, quiet chords from my guitar
Floating on the silence that surrounds us
Quiet thoughts and quiet dreams, quiet walks by quiet streams
And the window looking on the mountains and the sea, how lovely
This is where i want to be, here with you so close to me
Until the final flicker of life's amber
I who was lost and lonely
Believing life was only a bitter tragic joke
Have found with you the meaning of existence , oh my Love.

-- Astrud Gilberto
-- tenor saxophonist - Stan Getz

The sea is beautifully painted
Gentle sea breeze brushing across my ears
The sky turns the panorama into grey
Yet the rain doesn't come to disrupt everything

I hear the guitar
The melody under the plucking string
How quiet it is I think
as if my heart stops beating

Ever-lying here how I wish
to forever feel the nearness of you
Watching the sun shining half of the day
and the moon brimming on another

Free my soul from loneliness and sadness
Only to make me realise there is existence
Under the ever glowing sand of the beach
I plant the ever growing love

-lilian

世界末日

2006-04-07T11:45:00.000-07:00

想笑来伪装掉下的眼泪
点点头承认自己会怕黑
我只求能借一点时间来陪
你却连同情都不给
想哭来试探自己麻痹了没
全世界好像只有我疲惫
无所谓反正难过就敷衍走一回
但愿绝望和无奈远走高飞

天灰灰会不会让我忘了你是谁
夜越黑梦违背难追难回味
我的世界将被摧毁也许事与愿违
累不累睡不睡单影无人相依偎
夜越黑梦违背有谁来安慰
我的世界将被摧毁或许颓废也是另一种美

想哭来试探自己麻痹了没
全世界好像只有我疲惫
无所无所谓反正难过就敷衍走一回
但愿绝望和无奈远走高飞
天灰灰会不会让我忘了你是谁
夜越黑梦违背难追难回味
我的世界将被摧毁
也许事与愿违
累不累睡不睡单影无人相依偎

-- 周杰伦

听着听着，跳到了“世界末日 ”这首歌。停顿一下，放下手中的漫画，思绪开始转。好讨厌这么样的一刻，这么不受控制的感应。何时开始，想那么多；何时开始，乐不起来。不喜欢想，真的不喜欢。总希望可以自己，毫无思绪到海边坐坐，找个人看海与日出，离开现实生活，不需看手表，日落为一天。
人越大，看到的越多，自然而然冒出的问题，措手不及。羡慕简单生活，但因追求而陷入复杂。向往果断，但因习惯而一直蹉跎。得空就为身体排闷。抽根烟，让没说的，从口中吐出，无形中而散。有想过，想找个人来诉说，让它化为言语，会否好一些。

* 待续...
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失落的感受真的不好受。望着时钟，脑子里想的都是不开心的事。没有力气离开这苦涩的感觉，却用尽力气投入的去想不开心的。从未想过成为某人的失望；从未想过抓紧不放，会痛的感觉。好希望心中的世界末日，有你的几句来带走。现在唯一想说的是，经历过的，接着来得，我只知道，我会珍惜。

好想你

2005-08-20T10:58:00.000-07:00

我喜欢你紧握我的手
一股安全的暖流渗透到胸口
我喜欢你叫我的语气
理直气壮的粗鲁却有私密的亲暱
好想你不停止
好想你我爱你写在手心
你笑容你触碰
还是让我心动
好想你不停止
好想你我爱你给我勇气
那包容那悸动都是我
珍藏的内容
被爱的光荣
我喜欢你吻我的时候
看你专注的低头像永远不够
我喜欢你叫我的名字
一副若无其事的又像公开的密秘
好几次我怕会来不及还没抱够你
不管我是你几分之几
我只要爱你

-- 蔡依林
想念你，就是想见到你，想感受到你在我身边。感觉到的只是心中的那种温暖，回忆的只是和你在一起的画面，原来这一些都教我学会珍惜。在一起的时候，感觉总是很短暂，没见到你的时候，感觉总是特别漫长。原来有你在身旁，希望时间会停留的，就是这么样的一个感觉。听到的歌，看到的画面，都好熟悉，原来都是在提醒我，关于你。想着，你是否还会喜欢那首歌，喜欢你曾经所喜欢的。你走了，留下的，也只有由一开始到那一天，那个时间段；你走了，荧幕也就这样没有了画面。喜欢你叫我的名字，喜欢你望着我的眼神，这一些，你都知道吗？曾经心动的，到现在我都还记得；心痛的，很冷的冬天，你很冷的语气，我都还听得见。但是依然，好想你，不停止。。。
* 要是想念，都让他知道。
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Look For A Star

2005-04-14T12:05:00.000-07:00

When life doesn't seem worth the living
and you don't really care who you are
when you feel there is no one beside you
look for a star

when you know you're alone and so lonely
and your friends have traveled afar
there is someone waiting to guide you
look for a star

everyone has a lucky star
that shines in the sky up above
if you wish on a lucky star
you're sure to find someone to love

a rich man man, a poor man, a beggar
no matter whoever you are
there's a friend who's waiting to guide you
look for a star

-- Gary Miles

还记得听这首歌的时候，我还在念着中学。这一首是其中一首爸爸很喜欢听的歌曲，就这样听着哼着，结果会唱整首歌。不知道为什么，感觉到闷闷的时候，总是会想起这首歌。晚上听这首歌，总是会望出窗外，想看看当晚的星星。寂寞的时候，如果可以望着满天星，也许真的不会觉得那么寂寞。或许你会看见其中特别闪的一颗，做为你的幸运星，不需等待流星，也一样可以许愿.

*星星一闪一闪地，也都闪烁了不知多少个世纪。就算你会失望，会伤心沮丧; 请不要忘记，不要放弃，要继续闪烁，因为你值得发亮.

You Are So Beautiful

2005-03-20T08:19:00.001-08:00

You are so beautiful
To me
You are so beautiful
To me
Can't you see

You're everything I hoped for
You're everything I need
You are so beautiful to me

You are so beautiful
To me
You are so beautiful
To me
Can't you see

You're everything I hoped for
You're every, everything I need

You are so beautiful
to Me
-- Joe Cocker

刚刚听到这首歌，心里也跟着在唱。才发觉到它的歌词也只有那么几句。感觉到他可以目不转睛地看着她，看着她的美，就算是短短的几秒，也觉得很庆幸。不知道也不理会，她在别人眼中是否有同样的定义。就算只是想着她，也会感觉到一股冲动，告诉她，她是心中完美的定义。
* 简单的美，感觉就像看透每一面，不需刻意去体会，它自然而然地渗透你的心。

Forever Love

2005-03-18T09:15:00.000-08:00

爱你,
不是因为你的美而已
我越来越爱你
每个眼神触动我的心
因为你让我看见forever
才了解自己
未来这些日子
要好好珍惜

爱我
有些痛苦有些不公平
如果真的爱我
不是理所当然的决定
感到你的呼吸在我耳边
像微风深情
温柔的安抚
我的不安定
所以我要
每天研究你的笑容
多么自然

Forever Love
Forever Love
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后
你会是所有
幸福的理由

爱情
是场最美最远的旅行
沿途遇经泥泞
偶尔阻碍我们的前进
感到你的体温在我怀里
像阳光和煦
巧妙的熔化
我的不安定
不可思议
证明我爱你的理由
多么自然

你感动的眼睛
我沉默的声音
仿佛就是最好的证明
就让我再说一次
I Love You
直到永远
Forever Love
Forever Love
Forever Love
-- 王力宏

第一次听到这首歌，就好喜欢。感觉很永恒。听它的歌词，听王力宏的声音，感觉他的Forever Love，短暂的被感动。再多听几次，跟着歌词走，也许你就能感受到你心中存在的永恒。有时侯要感受到永恒的爱，也不需要走到最后。只要静静的听完一首情歌。就像人家所说的，
* 一刹那的永恒，也可以很美。