Alone in this house again tonight. I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine. There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me the way that it was and could have been surrounds me. I'll never get over you walkin' away. Well I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show. And I thought that being strong meant never losing your self-control. But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain to hell with my pride. Let it fall like rain, from my eyes. Tonight I wanna cry. Would it help if i turned the sad song on. "All by Myself" would sure hit me hard, now that you're gone. Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters. It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better. But I'll never get over you by hiding this way. Cause I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show. And I thought that being strong meant never losing your self-control. But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain. To hell with my pride. Let it fall like rain, from my eyes. Tonight I wanna cry. Well I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show. And I thought that being strong meant never losing your self-control. But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain. To hell with this pride. Let it fall like rain, from my eyes. Tonight I wanna cry.
- Keith Urban
Sometimes, when you feel so alone, when there's no place to hide, you rather choose to sitting there, watching the time goes by. Sometimes, when you feel so low, nothing catches your attention, that you seem to be lost focus. Melancholy, it is, but you let it takes over you. You're left with a blank mind, but it feels ok, you know it's illusion that you're feeling good. You tried to speak out, but words are no longer words, just air that can't be heard, that reaches nobody. You feel no expression, but you don't know why. You try to smile but you know it isn't right when your heart does not. You're losing your self-control as you're letting it be. You're letting it be as you're letting your feeling flows. "Tonight I Wanna Cry" soothes you down, as deepest down, you feel the same way. You turn off the light, Moody, it is, what you're bringing to your sleep. Never mind, you said, cause you know, it is the end of the day.
